Pantomime

BOOM!

(Source: myscarletletter)

or kiss him! for 2 weeks, i have been enjoying whatever life gives me and whoever I’m with. but at the end of each day, it’s always you that i want.

whenever i see the red LED of my Blackberry blink and a chat box pops on my Facebook account, I always wish it’s you. but a few days ago, it seems like I can’t feel you though I know that you’re just somewhere there. online. doing other stuff. i miss you. really. i miss talking to you. i miss our bonding moment here at the stairs. i hope you’ll come back soon. 

no matter how much i say that I just want to enjoy this thing we have, i will always want something more. i will always want you regardless of who you have been, what my friends say and having other guys around. no matter how much i don’t want to want more, i can’t stop myself. for almost one and a half year, i’ve been wanting for us to be like this. with everything that has happened, I’ve been given hope that there’s a possibility that something wonderful might bloom between us. but i don’t want to get my hopes too high because right now, I feel like there’s no future for us already. 

such an emo day. sorry! :( 

(Source: skate-high)

(Source: little-blackbook)

even if she doesn’t have everything, you still chose her. you could have chosen me! you even said so that you will but you never did! you could have stopped me from what I did, but you didn’t. and now, with this new girl, I can’t compete with this one also.

my friend told me I should not stop myself for feeling whatever I’m feeling. with the current situation, it’s not impossible that i would eventually fall for you. but why is there always something or someone that keeps me from liking you or loving you?! i guess, we’re just not meant for something greater than what we have now. i guess i’m over thinking things. i guess it’s just an emo day that’s why I’m blogging about this. i guess i have to stop now.